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::HUGE SIGH::
So, for the last few weeks, my faith has been wavering a bit. I know its wrong, but I cant help it. I prayed and prayed and begged and prayed so much.. for nothing. I know its not for nothing but that's the way it seems to me. Its been rough. Ive been telling everyone I'm fine.. I'm not. I keep telling myself that if I pray for the strenght to guide me through this, it will help. BUT, i prayed for my dad, and It didn't help, so why waist my time. Everyone says, well he is no longer suffering. Why did he have to suffer in the first place? Why him? He never hurt anyone. Never wronged anyone. Its just not fair. He has had to go through so much in his life, I don't understand it all!
So, that's where i am now. I just needed to get that out.
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I wish I had words for you, honey. Words of strength and encouragment. But all I have are prayers.
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ReplyDeleteI am so sorry Fay. i can tell you that I have been there with my circumstances with my father and with my daughter and felt/feel the exact same way. i wish I had the words to make it better because i know how hard of a feeling that is but all i can say is that i am here if you need to talk to me.
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